Sacrificial Love

 A love that seeks the best in another besides its keeps

A love that is always second to another

A love that holds water come what may

A love that bleeds to let me know thy will

A love that gives cover from the scorching sun

A love engulfed in sacrifices with each pursing turn

A love that uplifts when the heart is downcast  

A love that should never ever fail

A glimpse of this love was in Jonathan & David

But the full measure was In Christ Alone!

Understand...

Understand I lost something dear to me

Understand my heart was shattered in more ways than imaginable 

Understand the pain swells within me at times

Understand your calls are helpful

Understand the chitchat talks refresh me

Understand reading your messages encourage my heart

Understand I may cry more times than you can see

Understand I may break in more ways than you can think

Understand I am lost and trying to find a way 

Understand God Found Me

Understand God will always be First

Understand God is MY ALL

Memories

When I think upon Your Goodness Oh God

I am speechless

When I think upon Your Greatness Oh God

I am in awe

When I think upon Your Kind Heart Oh God

I love you more

When I think upon Your Love so Great

I bow down

When I think upon Your Peace Oh God

I wait

When I think upon Your Joy Oh God

I pray

When I think upon Your Protection Oh God

I stand

When I think upon You Oh God

Oh my

Your Love Oh God has broken me into a thousand billion pieces, broken in Your Presence is the Most whole I am

The Priciest Gift Yet

The Gift of life eternal

The Gift of forgiveness in full

The Gift of love in its biggest measure yet

The Priciest Gift Yet

The Gift of salvation freely given

The Gift of joy everlasting

The Gift of a love that knows no boundaries

The Priciest Gift Yet

The Gift of friendship with the King

The Gift of heirship in a Kingdom that knows no end

The Gift of love from God's own heart

The Priciest Gift Yet

The Gift of love from the Heavenly Father

The Gift of peace from the Prince of Peace

The Gift of help from the Holy Spirit

The Priciest Gift Yet

Your Heart is pure, Your Heart is good, Your Heart is love

Yet I could never earn Your Heart but You paid it all in full

So embrace me in Your Heart and never let me go

Everything about You God is good

1. Your love is good

Your peace is good

Your gifts are good, no wonder we read in the Bible...Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights.

2. Your presence is good

Your ways are good

Your will is good, no wonder we read in the Bible...Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

3. Your chastening is good

Your correction is good

Your fatherhood is good, no wonder we read in the Bible...For whom the LORD loves He reproves, Even as a father corrects the son in whom he delights.

4. You God are good

Your creation is good

Even this Friday is good.

Waiting.......on the LORD

Though one of the hardest and most challenging things to do, waiting is possible. It may take minutes, days, months or even years...its possible to wait...and not just wait but wait on the Lord. Friends, my heart goes out to everyone waiting on something, it may not be easy but I empathize with you. My heart goes out to you and I only pray that the Lord grants you the Grace to wait on Him. Hang in there and God be with you...keep waiting, waiting on the Lord and He will do it for you...mmmh...

Sometimes it seems easier and better to get a quick fix, a quick solution or something just to alleviate the pain just a little bit...hang in there and one day it will pass. It will be like a distant memory...just hang in there. There's is an art, process and design to everything, though at times it may be unique and different for each person, each may go through a process. And the beauty about it is that it produces such depth, richness, BEAUTY, love, growth, magnanimity and character that amazes us. No wander they say and sing beauty for ashes.

In Romans 5:3-5 it says And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces [b]perseverance; 4 and perseverance, [c]character; and character, hope. 5 Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

Waiting while watching those who have waited gives people hope. I love romance, love and all to do with that i.e. weddings, love stories, marriages and just beautiful couples coupling together hehe so I will use that example. Having been married for slightly more than 3 months I thank God for my husband and the love God has given us to share. I was engaged in 2015 but only got to be bride in 2018, though a tough journey I thank God he saw us through those years and I admit, it was worth the wait. The right person is worth waiting for, they are worth the wait. I hope this encourages someone and they get hope to wait on the Lord to experience a beautiful love. Whatever it is that you are waiting on and are trusting the Lord for, I encourage you to keep waiting on the Lord. Entrust it to the Lord and wait on Him. Wait...but wait on the Lord.

Isaiah 40:31 (NKJV)

But those who wait on the Lord

Shall renew their strength;

They shall mount up with wings like eagles,

They shall run and not be weary,

They shall walk and not faint.

Jesus...

Where can I find rest?
Who can I see to restore my smile?
Who will take me just as I am?
Whose love is unconditional - FOR REAL UNCONDITIONAL?
Cause it seems many are the times,
I fail most of the conditions.
Don't get me wrong, I really want to do the right things, the acceptable things but sometimes I slip and fall really hard...hard that it hurts so bad.

Jesus...
I Need You...
I am told there is a friend in Jesus...
Boy have I been waiting for a friend...
A friend to love...
A friend to laugh...
A friend...a friend...
LORD you know my heart's desires,
I have been waiting for a friend,
A friend to love with all I have,
A friend to share both good and not so great days,
A friend I can count on at all times, all the time.

Where can I find this friend?

Jesus I am told of Your Love
Indeed I have read stories about How You Love
Many are the love songs I heard sang to You
I am told that You are like no other
Completely in the whole world there's no love that comes close to Your match
They sing there's no one like You.

Where O where can I find this love?

I am awake at night because of this love.
My mind often wanders in search of this friend, in search of this love.
Sometimes, O sometimes O God you know I get numb in need of this love.
I often cry myself to sleep praying for this love from a dear firiend.
Yes I want to be alone until I find this love, this friend.

Jesus I am told You are All this, where can I find You?

So I will write by faith...faith not in me but faith in You my God.
Now I will go forth...go forth not in my own name but in the Name of God.
Trusting and Putting All my Confidence in You my God, I will believe with all my heart and confess with my mouth that Jesus Christ is LORD and Saviour, Jesus is this Friend, Jesus gives this love, for He is this love.

In Jesus Christ Name,
Amen.